Galway Bay FM.
Jimmy Norman’s breakfast show. Helped me chill. He plays the best music-music that makes you yearn. And he keeps it light, keeps it moving. He was saying that Keith (Finnegan) on the top of the hour had some special guests but…
He had the Saw Doctors on the line from Australia.
Their manager, Ollie Jennings, is just about one of the nicest people I ever met.
And seeing as I don’t do nice, that is something unique. The Saw Doctors, from Tuam, just down the road a piece, were the perfect blend of traditional Irish, rock ’n’ roll, and their own spin on live gigs was to be seen to be believed. They’d been around almost as long as I’d been slogging my befuddled gig in Galway. But they’d gone global. A new drummer, new album, and they sounded as down-to-earth as if they’d just released their first single. Not a notion in their repertoire. In America, they’d said they were fans of Jodie Foster, she got in touch and, as the lads said,
“Went for a burger with them.”
I just loved that.
And, they said,
“She was quiet.”
There is something awesome in that apparently simple meeting.
When a legend blends with the iconic, and the result is humility, fuck, you want to shout,
“Bono, hope you’re taking notes.”
Jimmy asked if they’d do a song, live, right then and there, and they did. Just sang.
My foot was tapping along, just in the groove with the best of Irish, when the phone rang.
You get a call out of the proverbial blue that knocks the bejaysus out of you. I’d had a dream, on Thursday night, that I still hadn’t been able to shake. Laura was back in my life. I swear, I could feel her hand in my mine.
For reasons not at all.
We were feeding the swans at the Claddagh, and she leant back into my shoulder and I was so deliriously happy.
And woke.
Tears on my face, coursing down my cheek.
Hard arse that.
Had muttered, in a vain attempt to shake it away,
“’Tis the holy all of it.”
The awful loss had paralyzed me. I’d sat on the side of my empty bed, woebegone. In fucking bits, then shouted,
“Get a fucking grip.”
Had
Kind of.
I’d made my own self busy, and then pulled on a sweatshirt that bore the logo:
NUIG, Ropes.
My oldest 501s and my winter crocs, the ones that whispered,
“We love you, love your feet.”
You are getting love from shoes, you are so seriously deranged, it’s pathetic.
And I’d been relishing Jimmy’s show, with the Saw Doctors, hated having to answer the damn phone. Said,
“Yeah.”
In that icy tone.
“Mr. Taylor, it’s Sister Maeve.”
I had given her my number, never… never expecting to hear from her. But nuns, they give nothing away, in every sense. I said,
“Ah, good morning, Sister.”
Lame, right?
She replied,
“Mr. Taylor, you are a very unusual man, a mix of tremendous sadness and such violent acts.”
I’d need a little more to go on than my character analysis, said,
“I’ll need a little more to go on.”
I swear to God, she seemed to be suppressing utter joy, said,
“Father Gabriel and his… housekeeper have taken off and with all of the Brethren’s funds.”
Gabe did a runner? I knew I’d got his attention but that he legged it, phew-oh. I was literally lost for words, tried,
“Really?”
Now she let it loose, said,
“Oh, Mr. Taylor, it means the Brethren are a spent force. Their terrible shadow has been lifted.”
I said,