Stephen Mallory stood there at the foot of the stairs, staring helplessly at the woman weeping in front of him. “No, I didn’t mean that. I’ve put that all behind me. Felicity!”
Before she could answer, the maid, Nan, appeared at the top of the steps.
“Mrs. Hamilton?” she asked. “Is everything all right?”
“No-yes-” Felicity said, wiping her face with her gloved hands. “Thank you, Nan. I’ve just had bad news, that’s all.”
“Not your mother-” Nan said, her strong face registering alarm. “Oh, not your mother, ma’am.”
“She’s-it’s Mr. Hamilton. I’ll explain later. Could you find some tea for us, please? We’ll be in the sitting room.”
She walked briskly toward the rear of the house, and into a room that looked out on the sea. It was filled with windows, two pairs on the front and one pair on the side, and seemed to glow with the reflected light of the sun on the water.
Vantage Point. It was certainly that.
Sinking into a chair, she said, “Shut the door. What are we to do? Bennett will be here before we know it, after your blood. Casa Miranda is the first place he’ll look. And I must go back to Matthew.” Her voice broke again. “I don’t know whether to believe you or not. Matthew hasn’t an enemy in the world, I can’t imagine why anyone should attack him like that, except in anger.” Looking up at him, she added irritably, “Do sit down, Stephen! I’m not accusing you, I’m just terribly confused, and worried and frightened. What have you done with your motorcar?”
“It’s in your shed, where Bennett or his men can’t see it from the road.” Stephen took the chair farthest from her. “Felicity, what good would it possibly do me to hurt Matthew?” He cleared his throat. “Look, even if I did away with Matthew, do you think I’d be fool enough to believe I’d have you then? That you’d forget him and walk off into the rainbow with me? What good would it do me to hurt Matthew, for God’s sake-it would be like hurting you.”
“Bennett won’t believe you. You ran, Stephen; it was the worst thing you could do.”
“I told you, I ran to you, not from him. That was uppermost in my mind, making sure you didn’t believe what he was saying. I’ll find Bennett now and apologize and let him ask me whatever it is he wants to ask me.”
“He’ll take you into custody. And there’ll be no end of fuss. They’ll drag our names through God knows what scandal, and in the end, it will be impossible to show our faces anywhere. I heard him raving in Dr. Granville’s office-” She stopped, unwilling to repeat to Mallory what had been said. “You can’t imagine how furious he is, how determined he is to blame you.”
“When Matthew comes to his senses, he’ll be able to tell them what happened-who did this to him.”
She looked at him. “What if he didn’t see his attacker? What if he doesn’t remember what happened? What if he dies without waking up? What then?”
Stephen wheeled to the window, blind to the distant sea glimmering at the bottom of the lawns, and gulls wheeling above a fishing boat pulling for shore. What would Matthew do when he was in his right mind again? And if he couldn’t remember, what would he think? Whom would he believe? Bennett?
He turned back to Felicity, trying to stifle the fear rising in him. He said, with more force than he felt, “He’s bound to remember. He’s a stubborn old bird, he’ll come through this, Felicity, wait and see.”
“I must go back to the surgery. What will you do-”
She broke off as Nan came in with the tea tray. The woman’s eyes were busy, moving from her mistress’s face to Stephen Mallory’s as she tried to make sense of the strained relations between them. There was an avidness as well, and Stephen frowned. What he saw worried him, and his first thought was that Nan would go rushing off to the police, given the chance.
He got up hastily and took the tray from her, saying, “Thank you, Nan, that will be all for now.”
The maid reluctantly withdrew, and after she had gone, Stephen went silently to the door and pulled it open suddenly, expecting to find her there, listening. But she was not in the passage.
Felicity was trying to pour the tea with shaking hands and sloshed half of hers into the saucer.
Stephen gently took the teapot from her, dabbed at her saucer with his handkerchief, then gave her the clean cup, adding sugar and milk to it.
She drank it thirstily, as if it was a panacea for her problems.
“I can’t think. My mind’s a blur,” she said, setting her cup down at last. “I wish none of this had happened, I wish it was all a bad dream and there was no truth in any of it. I wish-”
There was a pounding at the front door.
They stared at each other.
“Bennett.” Stephen said the name with despair, then added rapidly, “Felicity, if you believe I’m telling you the truth, that’s all that matters.”
But she was at the sitting room door ahead of him. “Never mind, Nan, I’ll see to it,” she called. And then turning back to Stephen, she said, “There’s the revolver in Matthew’s desk. Top drawer. Quickly!”
Stephen turned to the desk under the windows at the side of the room, opened the drawer, and found the weapon lying there under a handful of papers.
“Come with me,” Felicity added, all but pulling at him. “Hurry, to the door!”
The pounding was louder, filling the house with noise.
“I’m not shooting a policeman.”
“No, come on, Stephen, hurry!”
Nan had stepped out of the kitchen passage, half hidden by the morning shadows in that corner of the hall, her inquisitiveness narrowing her eyes as she peered toward the door. Then she saw the weapon in Stephen’s hand and cried out.
Felicity said rapidly, “Hold the revolver against my back. Do as I say!”
But Stephen was already there, the weapon pointed at her even as he prayed it was empty. Driven by the strident pounding, he refused to think beyond this moment, beyond the need to protect Felicity from any appearance of collusion in the tangle he’d made of things.
She reached the front door and called out, “Who is it?” Her voice quivered, but she had herself under control. Mallory marveled at her.
“Inspector Bennett. Open the door, Mrs. Hamilton.”
“I can’t,” she cried. “I can’t. Please go away before he shoots me!”
Stephen flinched, unprepared for her dramatic pronouncement. He kept his finger away from the trigger, bile filling his throat with a fear that had nothing to do with Felicity or the inspector. Put the barrel into his mouth and end the torment, that’s all he had to do… But not here, not in front of her.
There was silence on the other side of the door. Then, “Is Stephen Mallory with you, Mrs. Hamilton?”
“Yes, he’s right behind me.”
“Is he armed, Mrs. Hamilton?”
“Yes-yes, he has my husband’s revolver. Please don’t open that door!”
She could hear Bennett speaking rapidly to one of the men with him, then heard them speculating among themselves. Stephen seemed turned to stone behind her.
“My maid is here too. Please go away. Please.” The anxiety in her voice was genuine, her need to be rid of them pressing her into real fear.
“Very well, Mrs. Hamilton,” another voice said. “But we’ll be back. And I’d advise Mr. Mallory that it would be in his own best interest to give himself up quietly. There’s no need to subject you to more horror.”
“I understand.”
She thought she could hear them moving away to the drive, still talking among themselves. Bennett would be furious at being thwarted a second time, he wasn’t a man to take frustration in his stride and try to deal with it sensibly. She could feel her heart thudding in her chest, realizing only then that she’d made matters worse for herself and for Mallory.
Behind her Stephen was exclaiming hoarsely, “What have you done? In heaven’s name, Felicity, do you want to see me hang?”
They locked Nan into one of the rooms in the servants’ quarters, where a butler had kept a cot, then went up the stairs into the sitting room again.
Stephen, drained, sat down heavily in the chair by the window. Realizing he still held the revolver, he gingerly set it on the desk and leaned back again.
“Stephen,” Felicity was saying gently, “Stephen, no, listen to me. They aren’t going to treat you fairly. Bennett is vindictive at best. He’ll have you up on a charge of attempted murder, and if Matthew dies-”
She broke off, her face horrified. “I can’t go back to Matthew. I can’t go back to sit with him.”
“You should have thought of that before you got me into this muddle.”
“But Nan had seen you. I couldn’t pretend you weren’t here. She’d have told them everything she knows and made up the rest. You don’t know her. All I could think of was that Nan must surely have heard you say you still loved me. It’s all they needed to be told, Bennett was already saying at the surgery that you and I-” She stopped. “What have I done?”
“I don’t see any way out of this.” He glanced toward the revolver. “It would solve everything if I just went into the garden and ended it, and let them think what they like.”
Felicity was out of her chair, picking up the revolver and shoving it into the desk drawer again, turning the key and then putting it in her pocket.
“No, don’t ever say that again. We’ll find a way. Matthew’s man of business-we can ask to speak to him, and tell him the truth.”
“He’s never liked you, Felicity. You know that as well as I do.”
It was true. Mr. Caldwell had had his hands on Matthew’s fortune for years, managing it while Hamilton was out of the country. He blamed Felicity for the fact that Hamilton had retired early and demanded an accounting. She’d always wondered if he had made free with the funds from time to time, when his own accounts were in arrears. If that was true, he’d covered his tracks by the time Matthew resumed management of his money.
He would like nothing better than to watch Matthew Hamilton’s wife begging him to defend her former lover. And then refuse her pleas.
“Where else can we turn?” She considered the rector and the vestry members, rejecting them one by one. They would hardly defy the police on her account.
For the first time she realized how foolish she’d been to antagonize the people Matthew had tried to cultivate in his new circumstances. Unaccustomed to the narrowness of village life, she’d been quickly bored by the people here, and with them, and had told herself that soon enough Matthew would be as well. That this would become their country house for the summer months, not their year-round residence. In which case they needn’t concern themselves with Hampton Regis’s dull pretense at Society.
She had slowly come to understand that he liked this part of England, that he intended to live here because it was where he’d hoped to live in his retirement. It had been too late then to undo the first impression she must have made, and her pride kept her from acknowledging her error to the likes of Miss Trining. But she should have swallowed her pride and made the effort, if need be she should have walked on hot coals barefoot for Matthew’s sake. Instead, Matthew’s charm had become the key to her acceptance here, and she had no illusions about that now, when she was in need of kindness.
The Restons and Miss Trining and the others would relish watching her being dragged through the mire. It was what happened to older men who lost their heads and married unwisely, they would say. A beauty, perhaps, but look what such beauty came to, in the end. So sordid.
Desperate now, she added, “Someone in London, do you think? Friends of your uncle, the bishop?”
But his uncle the bishop had died in the autumn.
“No, they’d be useless.” He paused, then said with obvious reluctance, “Scotland Yard.” Even as he did, Stephen Mallory knew what Dr. Beatie would tell him: Don’t open that wound again. You aren’t healed yet, you can’t take the risk.
He got to his feet, unable to sit still.
He wouldn’t have to deal with the man, surely?
He could just put his case to the Yard, and they’d send someone.
No, they wouldn’t, not when they heard what Bennett had to say.
He could feel his body tighten and his mind shut itself away. Even if he sent for the Captain, the man wouldn’t come, not when he realized who was asking for help. Yet where else could they turn, he and Felicity, after what he’d done and she had compounded this day?
But not the Captain-please God, not the Captain!
He stood there looking down into Felicity’s face, despair sweeping him with such force he felt sick.
For her sake, he had to do something. He must get her out of this nightmare unscathed, whatever the cost. And then he could go into the garden. It wouldn’t matter anymore.
He couldn’t hide behind her skirts much longer. He shuddered to think what half the town was whispering already.
“Stephen?” Her eyes were pleading with him. “I don’t know anyone at Scotland Yard. Do you?”
He held out his hand for the key to the desk. “There’s someone-I need stationery, an envelope.”
She handed him the key reluctantly, uncertain what he was going to do with it.
He rummaged in the drawer, ignoring the weapon, and drew out several sheets of stationery. Matthew Hamilton’s family crest stared back at him, but he ignored it. Felicity pointed out the pen and ink, and he began to write.
After a moment he stopped, tore up the sheet, and began again.
On the third try he appeared to be satisfied. He handed her the sheet while he wrote a direction on the envelope.
She held the sheet of paper like a lifeline, reading and rereading it:
Bennett, I refuse to surrender to anyone other than Inspector Ian Rutledge of Scotland Yard. Bring him to me, here, as fast as you can. I won’t be had with promises.
And he’d signed it, simply, Mallory.
“Who is this man Rutledge?” she asked, frowning. “A policeman? He’ll be sure to side with Inspector Bennett. There must be someone else? Someone in the Foreign Office-they’ll take Matthew’s side, won’t they?” She rubbed her eyes with her hands. “I daren’t tell my mother. She’s not well. It will kill her.”
“You wouldn’t know this man. We-we served together in France. And just sending for him will give us a little time, don’t you see? When Matthew comes to his senses and tells Bennett the truth, I won’t need the Yard or anyone else.” It was sheer bravado. His reward was a tiny flicker of hope in her eyes. It faded as quickly as it had flared.
“But will this man travel all the way from London just to let you surrender to him? And what if he does? And Matthew is dead and can’t ever speak? There must be some other way. We’ve got to find a way.”
She looked at him, her face flushed with distress and her eyes filling now with tears. He wanted more than anything to take her in his arms and tell her it would be all right.
If Rutledge wouldn’t come, there was always the revolver in the drawer. He had seen the lock. It was flimsy, it could be broken. And when he was dead, Felicity would be safe. She could tell them whatever she pleased, and it wouldn’t matter how she must blacken his character.
He said none of that to her. But there was bitterness in his voice when he finally answered her.
“There isn’t another way. You should have thought of the consequences before you stopped Inspector Bennett from coming in. It’s too late now, we don’t have many choices left to us.”